Thoughtless Devotion

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Well... That's a difficult question to answer, considering that I don't plan on dying anytime soon (hopefully). Anyways, if I only had one day left to live, I'd probably say goodbye to all the people I know, or I've met in the portion of my short life. I'd also make peace with the people I didn't quite agree with. I would tell my friends and my family to not be sad for me... Hopefully, I would die without too many people hating me... >>"

A/N: Basically, I'm having finals right now, so I needed something to get my mind off of them... So yeah. Enjoy.

Why Can't We Be Friends? 

        

A/N: I've been having a big craving for some Alice/Bella, so here it is...
Disclaimer: I don't anything related to Twilight, New Moon or Eclipse. It all belongs to Stephenie Meyer...

 

A tear for every soul lost
A word spoken for those who could not speak the truth
A breath taken for every moment in life that could not be replaced
A life not lived is not a life at all
A broken heart will never mend if it is never treated
A soul that has wandered may never be found
A glance may say it all
A picture is worth a thousand words
But, what would a smile amount to?
Would it dry the path of tears that lay on her cheeks?
Would it finally speak of everything that must be spoken?
Would it finally breathe for those who could never move on?
Would it finally live out the life that was bestowed upon him?
Would it finally heal the impossible?
Would it find what was truly lost?
Would a glance be all it takes?
A picture maybe worth a thousand words,
But your smile is worth a thousand lifetimes,
To live side by side
Day in and day out
For the rest of eternity
Only in your gaze

 

 

I would give up, but what would that prove?
The misery that surrounds us is intoxicating
I feel like I’m drowning in my own self-pity
I look around and what do I see?
Suffering with smiles?
Smiles with suffering?
In our hidden conquest to possess everything within our reach, we fail to notice…
The longing and the hunger in our hearts
The pain of losing everything…
The pain of gaining everything…
I’ll say it again, what would that prove?
That strength comes with fake smiles and a glimmer of tears threatening to spill?
Love is like a thorn in my side…
I’ve been living with it so long…that I’ve forgotten what its like to part with it.
Pain is a part of me, a part of me that I refuse to live without